In an earlier post I have shared that when I look back in my life I have had several acts of Faith where I had to step out into the unknown and let life happen as it did.  I simply showed up and I was in all cases rewarded beyond what I ever imagined.    My current Faith journey is coming upon its year anniversary and I am still not able to see how it is going to work.   To be perfectly open and honest, there are days where I believe I have regressed further away from my purpose because of the path I am taking and I question if I am making the right decisions.  Most days I find myself unsure if I am following my own desires or that of Gods.   The only way I am able to reconcile that where I am walking is the right path is because of the peace I feel about who I am and what is happening in my life.  I am not worried or scared about the future although my human instincts could be screaming for me to run away from it…but I don’t.   For in spite of my mistakes and changes that I see pulling me away from what “I know” is “right” some days, I do not ever seem to question that I am following a path greater than one I would have chosen for myself.  I realize that what “I know” is very little in the big picture.  What “I know” is often based on what I see and have experienced yet I realize that Faith is not based on what I have seen or experienced.   Faith is more often the complete opposite.  It is a mystery. Faith I have learned, is about as clear as mud.    The path I am on is difficult and not one most others (or even I)understood when I started but it is miraculously supported and even inspiring by everyone around me.   It is becoming one more testimony in my life that I believe will show how powerful Faith is and how great the rewards are for following it.   My story is at the most basic level, a love story.  It is about several of my relationships but mostly about one very special relationship.  I will be writing about it in my next posts.   I cannot wait to share why this relationship has become MY TESTIMONY of FAITH.